to my Friend in new year eve

i'm not really fan of the new year celebration shit, i don't see how texting you when the clock hands met would prove to you that i wish it was us who met, i don't understand how a videocall is supposed to bring me the feelings i experience when i'm with you in real life, it's just all too empty, too cold and depressing to me, a new year won't mean anything to us, no, it shouldn't mean a thing, for what our friendship would never be valued by how many days i spent in your company, and how many weeks we were so far away from each other, practically strangers, cuz every second i ever lived it walking next to you, talking to you, doing crazy things and laughing my tears out with you is a new beginning for me, a new start for a new line in my diary, where i would write two to three words, summing it all in what lucky mundane people call happiness.
i don't need to wish you a happy 2023, because i'll be there for you, i'll be there making sure you will never be sad, not alone anyway, i'll be right next to you and i know you would be there for me too. 
it's not a contract we need to resign every 12 months, baby, yes, we might end up apart someday, forever is nothing more than a deadly mist, and yes, we might loose each other to this cold war we call life, and we might stop texting each other in the new year night, but I promise you, even if the worst happens to us, I will always think of you, not just in holidays when i have nothing but my memories to occupy my mind with, i will hold you in my heart, till my very end you will live with me.
so let's make sure we never die in each other's heart, that way, we will never need to celebrate a thing anyway.