I Think I Miss You

Tried to love you, I did,

But the empty bottles stood in our way, 

The screaming scared me to death, 

But you never remembered. 

Your lifestyle proved morbid, 

So many things I never got to say, 

Before you finally left, 

That 11 of November. 

I wish we could have talked, 

But we both skipped a beat, 

And walked. 

I genuinely miss you endlessly,

Not a day goes by, 

Painlessly. 

I miss you Dad, 

Wish things were, 

Different.