Dear happiness, where are you?😕

I try my best to make you happy, I have left everything for you, mine, am I alive today, don't know after a few days, Rahu, I wait for a minute to talk to you  I don't know what is happening with me, I am crying everyday waiting for this time, but what does God want from me, who knows when I got my happiness, I don't even know, maybe God me  I have forgotten that I have only one prayer to God whom I love, be with me all the time, because now there is a fight going on between us, but we both love each other equally, my wife, my life, if The day the  leaves me, that day will be last day in my life I love you I miss u [^.^]❤️