Ignoring all logic

Ignoring all logic, accepting the deal-
Searching for something most think isn't real.
Chaos that rages inside of your head...
Clinging to thoughts that you're better off dead.
Wanting some peace, always in need of rest,
To lie in bed, like a bird in its nest.

How many people have told you to stop
Climbing these steps, never reaching the top.
Now with the knowledge you've fought for so long
What do you see? That you're nothing but wrong.
The problems you thought you had solved long ago
Reappear in your mind and you know what they show-
Life is a secret that you'll never know.