goddamn pain

goddamn pain
she can feel it in her chest
she feels it as she breathes 
its a pressure that wont go away

lately shes kept it bottled up 
taking it out on herself when shes alone 
she doesnt want to burden people 
but wishes someone would notice

she wishes someone would stop her
she wants someone to hold her as she cries
she wishes they would take it out her hand
and tell her shes worth it

but then again shes not 
she cant hold on to anything 
let alone anyone 
so how can she be worth it?  

she has no one anymore
trust is something no one has earned
cus shes not about to get hurt
she cant handle getting hurt again

isnt she in enough pain already? 
does she really need you to rub it in? 
did she ask for you to point out
every little thing thats wrong with her?

she knows everything you tell her
she knows how shes ugly,how nobody likes her 
she can feel your judgement radiating of you
she will lie and say she doesnt care