Do I Dare Love

what scarier then admitting I actually might be scared of something Admitting that I actually might be in love instead
 how do I know? i wonder your most inner thoughts and dreams

always thinking if your ok or alright or safe
wondering if you ever feel or 
know half of what i feel for you

I tried to ignore it and I had every reason to walk away from you
 but if it was that easy for me to do 
I wouldn't be up at night thinking the things i do

some nights i dont sleep and there are millions of places i could be 
but the one thing you probably will never know is I felt safe in your arms So in the end I feel stupid and foolish because since the day 

i first looked at you i havent looked away and every moment 
we been together and been apart wont go away
i have nightmares and fansties of everything

 im tossing and turning and it seems to never end 
I cant help the way i feel
My eyes won't let me look at anyone else and I have tried

 Your not the only who could love me but 
your the only one i want to love me and
 that what makes a difference but i guess 

that to late or you will never truly be ready for the 
unsteady breaking of my heart 
as i supportingly watch you march on