My mistake.

I wish some moments were infront of a camera, I would have gone back to take a perfect shot,

I wish the better days, will come and if they come, I'd like them to stay till death do us part,

I still wish, my happiness will catch the sadness off guard and let me experience what I have always heard of as joy,

You treat me with a, "read in between the lines" attitude,

Whatever you're trying to achieve by this, feels like my best teacher calling me in for a lecture,

Many term experience as their best teacher but for me my best teacher is my last mistake,

I say these because, I never knew heartbreak until I broke my own to suit your own convenience and that was my mistake, 

I never knew heartbreak until you told me, I stay too long in places I Don't belong, 

I wish that I loved myself the way I love you, because it is evident that I need it the most,