When will I Exist?

Birds exist so do they fly

Sun exist so do it shine

Clouds exist so do they bear rains

Kings exist so do they reign

Everything with its identity and purpose

A battle is within me 

I fight neither with guns nor arrows

But with thoughts and minds

I have to exist to be useful

But when will I exist?

An ocean in me is deep and dark

Its currents are wild and choking

It leaves me without breath

All skilled swimmers drowns in their oceans

Every problem is the food of mind 

Where are my dreams and visions?

I want to exist to mark a change

Salt is good in a meal

I won't lose my taste when I exist

Every man is useful when he exist

My thoughts and words will shape my existence

I don't exist to die a captive on drugs

Addictions and evil pleasures won't swallow me

Am made in the image and likeness of my God

He's within me now i exist .