Pain

They say pain is the greatest motivator, But they didn’t say what it may be, if it fails to make u greater, like I’ve seen it do me. It flows through the body, like water without shine. Every scare, every bruise, don’t always heal with time. In life we run, from the damage that was done, and we still try to love, but we all know thats no fun. Through pain you’ll lose yourself, u wonder who accepts. Afraid to speak about it, too much you have kept. No one talks about the trauma, that comes along with pain, would it be selfish to say, when i die forget my name. It’ll eat u up and spit u out, all of which i’ve felt. Too hurt to ask for help, i don’t like the hand i was dealt. U can feel it all inside, it even shows through your eyes. They ask me how i feel, its easy to tell lies. Per Se I speak about it, will that make it go away. The answer might be no, so i rather not say. They say get down on your knees, and pray that it might fade, but what if i lost faith, from all the cloudy days. It stays inside the body, like infections on skin. It makes me forget about, the power thats within. In life I’ll feel more, as i walk through every door, thats a thought deep in mind, thats hard to ignore.