depressed desperation

trying to escape myself.

and all the misfortune.

i'm a magnet.

my shadow always behind.

one step ahead.

there is no escaping.

staring at me nonstop.

hiding behind every corner.

as soon as i turn around.

tightening around my neck.

trying to pull myself out of the dark.

the pain swells up and gets inflammed.

gently exploding and raining blood.

no light ever seen.

but even so the drops were shining.

a light filled with pure madness.

widening my emptiness.

no end ever seen.

the source of light never seen.

the sun in my world is pitchblack.

trying to hold me back.

no exit ever seen.

drowning down that pit.

soaked in by that swamp.