not capable of loving

the people are blabbering everywhere.

about their love and how nice it is.

but what are they even talking about?

what is that distant feeling i can't feel?

holding hands, hugging each other.

i can't imagine a person coming this close.

can't open this mouth that seems sealed.

the key is lost, probably in the ocean.

maybe one day when the ice has melted.

i'll be able to give you my all.

but as of now, i can't understand it at all.

i'm sorry for not being able to.

i filled a paper with countless letters.

words of love that i heard lovers sing.

i put them down for you in advance.

reminding myself of them, until i get them.