December

We've been doing this since December

And darling i still remember

When you first gave me your number

And the waves they pulled me under

Cause you made me feel see-through

Do you see me how i see you?

Well, I still don't know

Cause you wouldn't talk about it

And parts of me still doubted

That you ever thought about me

If I wasn't on your phone screen

And i know I'd be lying

If i said i wasn't crying

Anytime i go to sleep

It's a game we play

And a dance we share

It's what you won't say

When I'm standing there

Right in front of you

and I'm waiting to

Know just how you feel

Because i don't care

To be pushed aside

Just because you're scared

Or just for your pride

So please let me know

Before i let go

If anything is real