I broke my fork eating potatoes

I broke my fork eating my potatoes….
what do i do now? 
why does this feel like the end of the world 
it’s just a flimsy fucking plastic fork 
we have many downstairs, i can go grab another 
or i could just eat with my fucking hands 
like the animal i am 
i’ve played the same song over about 17 times now 
i so badly want to blast it on my rocket sized speaker 
but i don’t want the 2 boys who live with me to think i’m up here balling my eyes out 
because i’m not 

yet.