1/6/23
I feel depressed
so terribly sad
I don't even know what it's like
to be without this cloud of melancholy
I feel anxious
feel it in my bones
urging me to approach every day with dread
I feel hurt, I feel damaged
and I feel like I want to damage myself
so maybe I can feel a different kind of pain
not one that doesn't go away
one that makes me feel hopeless, and worthless, and helpless
I don't know what to do
but all I know is that I AM NOT OKAY.
2/22/23
Sometimes mornings are hard
the urge to cuddle in my blankets
and sleep the day away
holds me captive in my bed
but when I plant my feet on the ground
I don't feel dread
I feel hope
Instead of a cloud of melancholy
I feel the sun on my face
urging me to approach the day with optimism
Instead of wanting to hurt myself
I want to help myself
I don't have all the answers
But all I know is that I AM GETTING BETTER EVERYDAY.
- Author: SadGirlHigh ( Offline)
- Published: February 22nd, 2023 11:07
- Comment from author about the poem: This poem is comprised of two different poems written around a month apart (as you can see from the dates on top). I put them together to show that darkness doesn't last forever. In January, I was very depressed- I felt suicidal and I was self-harming. I thought I would never get past it. But as cliche as it sounds, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel and you will get past those dark days. One day you will just wake up and feel different. I woke up today and I just felt like the huge cloud of darkness that hung over me just floated away. These poems also show two extremes-one day where I was extremely sad and one day where I was happy and I felt really hopeful. But just know that not every day was exactly like those poems. Life goes up and down and some days, you can feel both sad and happy.
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