Your body is poisoned

Your body is poisoned
No need to pretend,
No need to understand,
Will this be the end?

I can’t comprehend,
I can’t pretend,
That this will be not the end,
I do not wish to understand,
What’s going on,
I just want it to end.

But…

I try my best,
Put myself to the test,
To give my body the rest,
Trying to get rid of the pest,
To not feel the pain,
In my beloved chest…

When will I sustain…
Have peace in my brain…
Peace in my body and soul…
I do not know…