Notice of absence from Abby1234
I won't be on on weekends or in the summer.
I won't be on on weekends or in the summer.
Life is so lonely
I don't even want any baloney
I'm stuck in these thoughts
Why am I so distraught
I wanna sleep
Stuck so deep
Wanna be in bed
and to be dead
Why is life so lonely?
I need to be boney
Wanna be numb
so I suck on my thumb
I need an appointment
Why am I a big disappointment
Wanna be alone
So I don't have a phone
Need to cut
So don't even but
Your not going to get anywhere
So don't say this everywhere
That Life is so fucking lonely.
- Author: Abby Rose Wise (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: March 2nd, 2023 08:17
- Comment from author about the poem: This was before i got put on antidepressant meds. I still feel so bad. Still depressed but I will get better soon. Not fully but enough so I can do my everyday things. Hope you enjoy reading this.
- Category: Sad
- Views: 13
Comments2
I know exactly how that feels, I've struggled with depression and those same thoughts for a good chunk of my life, I'm 40 and have only recently broke free,
God can and will free you too, if you give Him the chance to, read His word and pray for release from the chains of Satan, freely and truly give your self to God and give Him control and you will see and feel a huge difference,
Remember that everything happens for a reason and goes according to God's plan for us,we may not understand the reasons why but rest assured there is a good one that will ultimately lead you to where you need to be
I try to but it's just so hard. I just want to sleep but I don't want to be alone. I don't want to feel like this anymore.
I know it is hard my dear, I've been there and nearly given up and ended it all, BUT I found God or He revealed Himself to me and I showed me His love,it is everywhere and in everyone
You just have to open up to Him,if you have any questions or anything I'm here to help you
Do you think that my cousin is in heaven. Is it true if you kill your self you will go to hell. I know people say he's in a better place with no pain, but how do they know? I want to believe them but I don't know how. It's hard to trust people who let you down.
If he accepted Jesus as his Lord and Savior then yes he absolutely is in heaven,no matter what,
I really like this poem. It really depicts how it feels it just hits different I relate.
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