Amazing too

Amazing too

Friday, March 3, 2023

1:05 AM

I know it's coming I Just don’t when or where

I think it's already too late, no one else could bring me there

To the place he seemed to have brought me

Not just once not twice but a total in a row of three

I have been so high and confused for days

There's already so many firsts with him and in so many ways

I'm starting to get scared as I feel the feelings starting to take grip

There already getting deep I can feel it past the tip

I know I should cut my losses and leave now

I have tried to move its like I have forgotten how

I know I need to leave before I get left that’s how it goes

But I've never truly lost all control and curled my toes

I don’t know how Hes so good he must have much more experience than I

And its only a matter of time until I'm not enough and he says goodbye

How did you sneak right in and steal my heart

This one here, this one just might completely break and shatter me apart

I don’t know what to do

I know there's no way he is feeling any of what I am too

If he is Hes really good at hiding it

I just cant seem to realize when he leaves how much Ima feel like shit

I'm all used to the goodbye's

I'm all too used to cheats and lies

What I'm not used to and what is completely new

Is how amazing you are to me, Only hoping I'm making him feel this amazing too.