Cry

There are nights

I feel so alone and I just wanna cry. 

I feel overwhelmed with sadness

I don't know where it's coming from. 

 

Until i found myself

Hugging my pillows, Behind my sheets

Being fed with sadness, feeling all alone...

Feeling deeply hurt... 

 

As if i wanna have someone to hug me but i don't want anyone to notice how i feel. 

As if I want company but i also want to be alone. 

It feels like my pillow is enough but i still feel empty

 

I'm just crying and praying untill i fall asleep. 

And then it's morning again,

Just another usual day.. 

I get up, leaving my pillows and sheets. 

Doing usual things i do. 

Nobody will know,

They will never notice. 

Nobody can hear,

I won't tell anyone. 

It's just me and my pillow... 

it knows how heavy my heart is.