Here he comes again
To bring me
The tears
The anguish
The pain
It's all coming back
Coming back to me
Like a demon in the night
Eyes glowing red
Ready to torture you
Till the end
His dark presence
Is Terrifying me
I am tired
Of this constant
Battle day in and day out
Since I was a child
This demon depression
Convince’s me
Death is the only way out
Of the pain and misery
The pills the counseling
What a joke
My feelings have been numbed
Say what they want to hear
Get a free pass
No one will ever know
Every fucking day
I think about death
My life is a mess
That demon depression
Has always controlled me
Tearing at my heart
Ripping apart my soul
Has me convinced
death is the way to go
I hate it and sometimes
It makes me lose control
I hate it
I destroyed my family
while I was in turmoil
You don’t ask for help
Because you are manipulating
You don’t ask for help
Because they never hear me
Everybody calls you selfish
For wanting to take your life
They have never met my old friend
Pounding into your brain everyday
That you are worthless
No one needs you
The world would be better with out you
The overwhelming darkness
The loneliness that consumes you
It’s all you hear night and day
It never stops
It never goes a way
People do not know the real me
A scared little boy at the end
Of his journey,
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Author:
jsdunn123 (
Offline) - Published: March 7th, 2023 20:24
- Category: Sad
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Comments4
What Deep Meaning, Jsdunn.
You are Not Alone, We All Feel This Somtime In Our Life. God Bless You, And Thanks For Sharing This Poem..
This is so deep and emotional. Thank you for sharing this poem, and know that I hear you. I believe you. Never let anyone invalidate your feelings.
stay strong!
just in sharing these words
you've demonstrated your fight
your willingness to help, others
realise
they are not alone in their suffering
not many, are brave enough
or have the empathetic intellect
to achieve this..
thanks foe sharing, dear poet
Stay strong. I know how it feels. My heart is going out to you buddy.
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