Let You Down

Amidst the chaos and the doubt,

Hear the voices scream and shout,

Regretting all that I've become,

And letting down as chosen one.

 

Disappointment, so it seems,

Haunted by my shattered dreams,

And all the ways I fell apart,

Betraying someone's trusting heart.

 

Wish that I could make it right,

And find a way to wind-up this fight,

But all my efforts seem in vain,

Acidity and hurt remain.

 

The hurtful words and actions too,

Have left a scar that won't renew,

And now I'm standing on the edge,

Afraid to take another pledge.

 

But still, I must apologize for the pain,

And all the times I went insane,

I hope that someday you'll forgive,

And find a way for us to live.

 

For though I stumbled on this road,

Fondness for you will never erode,

And if you need a friend to lean,

I'll be there, however unseen.