See Me

I wish you could see me

Free me from the devastation

The invasion

The malignant take over of my mind

My essence you’ll find is missing

My motivation pissing up the wall

What makes me me I pass as I fall further to the ground

I can be found inside my mind hiding behind the pain

I am drained from this take over

A makeover of what makes me me

My optics blur, blinding by this thing I cannot see

My depression forcing the compression of the things that make me happy

Slap me, drag me back out of it

This shit is overbearing, I cant go on much longer

I cannot be stronger

Tomorrow will not be better

Depression is a cruel mistress here to take me,

At this point, it is easier, to just let her.

I am no more, a broken shell of the man I was before

One day I will break my ties with this evil being

Stopping me seeing that which once made me smile

I have no more strength to fight this, I sercome and retract for a while

While she weighs me down

I sink further into the ground

I am dying, trying to fight this, trying to be happy

Someone help me