I hate the way i hate you

I hate you
I honestly cannot stand you
I don't know why i put up with you and sometimes i wish that i didn't agree to any of this
I really fucking hate you
I hate how you spend so much time doing these cringe things, listening to these cringe things
I hate who you've become and i hate who you want to be
I hate everything about you
I hate the way you make your decisions
I hate how confused you always get
I hate how you're always so fucking hungry
I hate the way you wear your hair
I hate the way you put on your make up
I can't stand the thought of you
You're disgusting
You're a sad excuse of a human being and i despise you
I hate you
I really fucking hate you
So why are we doing this
Why are we here
At the end of the day what is this all for
You don't even know what you're doing or why
You're so ugly
I hate you
I hate you for once loving you more than i loved myself
I hate that i can't forget about you
I hate how i remember every single motion you took
From the way that you walk to the way that you talked
I hate how i can never forget
I hate how you left the stain on my soul
How you left a part of you inside of me
And i hate even the way you've left
I hate you 
I hate you so much
And i think i'll continue hating you for the rest of my life
And i hate the fact that i'll continue to hate you
It's crazy how much i hate you
I hate you
And i hate that you're not here
And i hate that you're gone
And i hate that you're never coming back
I hate the fact that i love you
I hate the fact that i can't bring myself to hate you