grief

sweetwords

they say I'm supposed to grieve the loss of you,
but you're still here

you're in my dreams and my nightmares
you're in my head all hours of the day 
you're the voice that tells me I'm disgusting,
and the voice that tells me I'm not worth it

I see your face hovering over mine and I can feel your hands around my neck
you're laughing and telling me to be quiet 
you're judging me as I put on the same clothes as yesterday 
you're touching my shoulder and my leg, 
sliding my shorts to the side 

how can I grieve the loss of you when I carry you with me everyday?
how can I grieve someone that's not truly gone? 

  • Author: sweetwords (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 11th, 2023 12:01
  • Comment from author about the poem: this is quite personal to me, but if you've ever had to grieve a person or situation that continues to haunt you, this is for you.
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 19
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Comments1

  • Myth

    When we embrace oblivion and spread the margin of forgiveness, that may heal many wounds..
    there is a Chinese parable says :
    (猪乒乓球受到来自四面八方的打击,但它在桌子上快乐地弹跳......)

    (Pig-pong ball receives blows from every side, but it bounces happily on the table...)



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