Waves

Sometimes I feel a lot,
Like a dam struck by a giant wave,
Emotion hits like a truck,
And destroys all my peace of mind.

But sometimes I feel numb,
Like a drought on my soul.
I want to feel, and I just cannot,
The water drained, the feelings gone.

And both times I feel like shit,
I feel like too much, and too little
I feel broken,
I feel gone.

Guess this is my life.
Sometimes waves crash,
And destroy everything on light
Sometimes they're nowhere in sight.