"Overwhelmed"

Too many insecurities

Too much responsibilities 

And I'm lacking the ability to keep up

Everybody is ahead of me 

I need to take a break

Because I'm at the bottom of universe

And I'm feeling all the weight

High expectations 

For every situation I'm in

Dumb arguments to resent

that I could never win

if I try my best it's not enough

That I should be like the rest 

When I mess up

And I have all this pressure

that i should know better

That I'm a smart girl

But I've never met her.