Hose Pipe

Falling asleep I’m just not going to fight it,

Cigarette in mouth explosion if I light it,

In a feat of engineering I got the hose pipe through the window,

I’m pretty proud of that but is suicide a sin though?

They say that your responsible make something of yourself,

Well what I made today is damaging my health,

The radio is on accompanying me,

Until my heavy eyelids close and now I cannot see.

The radio gets quieter I slumber down to sleep,

Will I like where I am going when the reaper man does reap,

will I realize that my last choice was a poorly chosen one,

Will I remember why I chose it when the consciousness is gone?