I am Sorry

I am sorry I told you things I should not have

I am sorry I allowed your opinions to pierce the

Thoughts inside my head.

I am sorry I gave you so much power over my feelings.

I am sorry that it seems that our bond is stronger when

I am in pain. 

I am sorry that my smile makes you think that everything

Is ok.

When really I want to tell you shut the f*ck up and move

The heck out  of my face. 

I am sorry I am not as strong as you seem to be as 

You judge me. 

I am sorry, that I am sorry because I should only listen

To me. 

I no longer want to be sorry, I want to be stronger than the

Me that was weakened by you. 

To know that the me, I am today will be better on tomorrow,

Knowing that no love is stronger than the love that is true…

And no sweetheart I am not talking about YOU…

Written by the stronger version of me...I cannot wait to be 

That “She”…..who is far more mature than ME...