I won't be on on weekends or in the summer.
Whoever reads this; I am sorry. I can't live a life that I don't fit into.
All I ever do is make everyone sad. It's better off if a lot of people don't get to meet me.
All I will do, is just make them disappointed. No one will love me. Even the ones who are reading this.
All I am in this world is a big disappointment; probully why people don't love me.
Everyone can be happy but me. That's what it feels like anyways.
It's all my fault that people can't be free. It's my fault the ones that I love die.
Everything is my fault. No one will understand how I feel. I ask myself questions that can never be answered.
I don't want to feel like a let down anymore. I don't want to feel this pain anymore. It's just to much for me to handle.
I barely talk because people don't want to hear me.
The only way to get my feelings out is writing. Or listening to music.
I was already dead to this world. No one ever saw me.
I'm sorry for messing up you lives.
GOODBYE.
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Author:
Abby Rose Wise (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: March 16th, 2023 07:29
- Comment from author about the poem: I wrote this because of how bad my depression is. This is all I think about. I don't want to die yet. It feels like no one hears me or sees me. This is what I wrote for you guys to understand me. A song I really listen to is ...... Pain Song by Yellopain
- Category: Short story
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Comments2
Fight through these feelings Abby, I know first hand what you are feeling, but you are a beautiful girl, I've never seen you, but I know that you have a beautiful soul and a really good heart,YOU are worth it, YOU are beautiful, YOU are NOT worthless or ugly,
YOU have blessed my life
Thank you. Life is just so hard. I don't know if I can last any longer. I don't want to die. I don't want to leave all the people I love behind. I just can't handle the pain anymore. I don't want to feel this pain. Probably why my cousin killed himself.
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