What did i do to deserve the hate that i get?

What did I do to deserve the hate that I get?

The rudeness, the pleasure of them hurting me.

All the hurt, bringing me down and cold.

Bare on the ground.

With only me and my feelings to help.

What did I do to deserve the hate I get?

The feeling of hatred that is felt about me

The feeling of resentment being pushed upon me.

All of the people who dislike me, waiting for me to break.

All I must do is stay strong. Thats it.

Stay alive. Stay. 

Deal with it. You can do it. 

No. Gone.

All I want is to disappear. 

Leave forever.

Get a new life and live free without hatred.

But will that happen? 

Probably not.

But it’s okay. That's all I tell myself. 

It’s okay. I can do it. 

And yet, I do. I did it. I survived and will continue to.

With struggles and without. I can do it. 

No matter what comes into my path. 

Whether me or someone else. I'll do it. 

I always have been able to.

-AMJ