Bliss

Feeling lost, uncomfortable, and sad.

I hate feeling so disconnected from the world, from life, from myself. 

I just want to be happy, I want to wake up in the morning and have my heart beat a calming symphony. I want to breath through my smile and treasure the comfort my mind feels. I want to naturally play in happiness, in its beautiful streams of laughter and joy, and relaxation. I want us to swim in its pool of bright beautiful madness of love with sparkles of late nights and cuddling. Hear the wind whisper in my ear every time I feel something wrong and tell me "its okay, move on" the sun beating on my face like a small child learning the drums, telling me "this heat, this pressure, it will subside, just wipe it away" as the pool with intoxicating love brushes my arms softly and says "I'm right here" 

Then I breath that wonderful taste of pure contentment.