You lose

I really should say something,

At least to look alive

But I want to sit hear quietly

and hide behind my eyes.

I really should do something

to show that I may care

To seem like I am trying

although that don’t seem fair.

I really should say something

put myself into the room

But looking at what we have

I’m wallowing in gloom.

I really should do something

and I think I probably will

As if I do not leave you

I feel I’ll probably kill.

I really should say something

but there’s nothing left to say

you’re a completely different person

To the one I loved one day.

I really should do something

as I’m going out my mind

To be true I’ll be much happier

when I’ve left you all behind.

So I really should say something

but I think you’ve made it clear

and you’ll lose more than I do

When im no longer here.