Cupioromantic

Reading the definition

I finally found the answer I've been looking for

Something that I cannot ignore anymore

As my heart started sinking

I'm not sure if it's despair

But it got me thinking

That I will never get to have a love story to share 

And I really want this

I swear

I want a relationship 

But don't want that shit

It's fine 

Cause

I don't care

. . .

I lied

I'm Love sick but not "lovesick"

I'm sick of love and it's not enough 

Because all of these couples won't shut up

And

I don't wanna trick myself

I don't feel it

Because when I enter the "fog" I can't see it

So if I say it's out of love I don't mean it

The disease

that's eating me

But I'll just leave it