I am tired.
I am tired of having to pretend masquerading around with a means to no end.
Scrutinising thoughts engrave my name in the raw wounds of remorse bleeding with shame.
I’m not the person I was, I’m adamant on that so why has the past stolen my future igniting anger but too weak to attack.
My mind has been twisted, tormented with no sign of relief, please help me god, words I speak on repeat depending on our creator to change my disbelief but it’s not his job to pull me from the wreckage erupting beneath, I am tired.
I am tired of anxiety riddled premonitions when all I yearn for is true happiness and positive recognition, It’s not alot to ask for yet I’m scared at what I’ll find
the barriers I break are stuck on rewind, If i push myself too hard sooner or later I’ll fall behind but I’ve only got myself to blame for being stuck in this bind, do you not think I’ve tried…
Every day is a failed attempt at reconciliation
I’m silently screaming in pure desperation too angry at myself too look in the mirror
This girl is lost. That. I can’t see any clearer.
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Author:
Sophtam123 (
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Comments2
Beautiful words
I'll tell you such a thing. First of all, you need to clearly understand whether there was a conflict of interest between you and your girlfriend, or whether this quarrel was fabricated by higher powers as a reason for parting to get you out of a psychological impasse...
1. If YOU started a quarrel, just apologize looking straight into her eyes. You will feel better, trust me. Perhaps, she will forgive u.
2. If separation was predetermined by fate, then this person is given to you for a life lesson. Such is karma. Accept this, please.
Best regards.
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