See Me

John_Bingham

I wish you could see me

Free me from the devastation

The invasion

The malignant take over of my mind

My essence you’ll find is missing

My motivation pissing up the wall

What makes me me I pass as I fall further

To the ground

I can be found inside my mind hiding behind the pain

I am drained from this take over

A makeover of what makes me me

My optics blur, blinding by this thing I cannot see

My depression forcing the compression of the things that make me happy

Slap me, drag me back out of it

This shit is overbearing, I cant go on much longer

I cannot be stronger

Tomorrow will not be better

Depression is a cruel mistress here to take me,

At this point, it is easier, to just let her.

I am no more, a broken shell of the man I was before

One day I will break my ties with this evil being

Stopping me seeing that which once made me smile

I have no more strength to fight this, I sercome and retract for a while

While she weighs me down

I sink further into the ground

I am dying, trying to fight this, trying to be happy

Someone help me

 

  • Author: John_Bingham (Offline Offline)
  • Published: April 3rd, 2023 05:27
  • Comment from author about the poem: Sometimes you just feel trapped behind your eyes, watching the world pass you by as you hide in the darkness of your mind.
  • Category: Unclassified
  • Views: 11
  • Users favorite of this poem: Abby1234
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  • Abby1234

    This poem is so emotional. I know how it feels. Hang in there.

    • John_Bingham

      Hi Abby, thank you for reading it, I'm happy it effected you in some way, I've been really fortunate to have a publisher accept my book, if I'm ever lucky enough to have the thousands of pounds it takes to publish I may have these in libraries one day ha.

      • Abby1234

        I can't wait to read more of your poems. Especially the ones in books.



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