Why I joined the military

I wasn’t a kid soldier 

but I was surviving in the middle 

still tryna be Malcom 

I didn’t take school serious 

the worst thing a child can do 

sigh smh 

I sold my body to the government 

instead of taking a student loan 

I loved education that much 

or maybe I’m crazy 

some shit is so un-understanble 

Forgiving is so difficult, but moving on is _