i can't let go

it is hard for me to let go
of someone i care for
of someone i would die for
of someone i love
but just because i love you
doesn’t mean i want to
it is hard for me to love someone
who only loves me because it is convenient
because you know
no matter how hard i try not to
i will always pick up the phone
no matter what
i will always let you come back
even if it means losing myself
because who am i
without you?