Foolish Bet

How many times have we gone through this
Tears streaming down my face
I know the floor is dirty
But I stay laying down

My hands covering my ears
But it is not helping 
I can hear these thoughts
I want to scream but nothing comes out
No one can hear my thoughts or me 

Times like these
I take a risk 
You there?
I waited and I waited
But there is still no response from your side
How can I entrust my life based on your choice
What is the price I'll have to pay if I lose? 

Like life is a game
But life ends when it stops