Sad as fuck by Abby Rose Wise

Abby1234


Notice of absence from Abby1234
I won't be on on weekends or in the summer.

Why am I even here.

No one needs me.

I am just a waste of their time.

I don't need anyone.

I been like this for my whole life.

Why am I even still alive.

People won't care if I'm gone.

What if I told you about seeing dandelion seeds.

What would you think?

 

You probably won't think that it's the end.

You probably will think about the dandelion seeds to grow more flowers.

I am telling you I can't go on for much longer.

Life is just so exhausting.

No one understands what I am feeling.

If you did, you won't want me.

In fact, Nobody wants me.

 

Life is so lonely.

Why won't anyone agree with me.

I try to be okay but I can't.

My depression is getting the best of me.

I just want to feel like I matter.

If I don't then who am I in this world.

I don't even belong here.

I just want to go.

 

Maybe I can go with the dandelion seeds.

No one will even notice that I am gone.

I'm nobody. No one cares.

I just don't want to feel like this.

Why does life have to be sad as fuck.

 

I guess I'll get on drugs and drink alcohol.

Just something to get my mind off of the pain.

I might also take a lot of hits off of a vape.

I mean vapes are good.

Especially the mixed berry flavor.

 

Why can't I feel like I matter?

How am I still so sad.

My secrets are getting harder to keep.

Why can't I be okay.

I would do anything to be okay.

 

Goodbye Cruel world.

I don't belong to you.

I never has.

Goodbye Fucking world.

Goodbye fucking life.

 

 

  • Author: Abby Rose Wise (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: April 24th, 2023 10:35
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 13
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  • lonelydove

    I felt this so much. I often feel like I can’t be happy. I wrote a poem similar to yours but it won’t be uploaded until tomorrow. I just want you to know that you are not alone and to not give up.

    • TheiaAlex

      Hey Abby. I felt this 😢. I hope to read a sober happy/blissful poem from you real soon.😁Love yourself♥️

      • Abby1234

        I will try to hang in there LonelyDove. Thank you for reading this.

        • Abby1234

          Also, Thank You TheiaAlex for reading this. I hope I can find a happy poem.

          • TheiaAlex

            You're welcome

          • David Wakeling

            If this is how you really feel you need help.So see a doctor today.

            • Abby1234

              I have a therapist and I see a doctor for my depressant meds. The meds just don"t work I got tired of telling the doctor about it.

            • Parisab

              Hi dear poet-keep expressing your feelings in your poetry-I hope that you also connect with someone or something everyday. I love that you like to help others and I am sure you are involved in things helpful.

              • Abby1234

                Thank you. I'll try.



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