You Kept The Light

You know I overeact.... 
I over share my feelings and that's why my rage high ...
It's just not you who felt anxiety
It's me too
You don't know but my tears fall
I don't know but you kept the light in me ...

See I wanna say sorry for making you that ..
That one who can't share the piece of dark to me,
I became unconsciously bad
I wanna made you feel great 
And
You don't know but my tears fall
I don't know but you kept the light in me...

I failed to express my love for you
You failed in caring for me...
I know I repeat memories
But that's how I tried to find my values 
And 
You don't know but my tears fall
I don't know but you kept the light in me ...

How do I stop? trynna find the love in you for me ...
I crashed with silence, I abunded myself
Hardly I find someone telling me I'm okay
Hardly I get over the words you said harshly 
And 
You don't know but my tears fall
I don't know but you kept the light in me ...

I swear to god, I loved you alot ...
I got nothing but the scar of pain 
And I wish you could love the way I do 
But you find peace in another ways ..
And 
You don't know but my tears fall
I don't know but you kept the light in me ...

I'm ferocious, I'm cruel
I'm the one who kept herself in past 
But how can you just leave me when I ask you to hold?
I feel unwanted but I gave you my all attention,
My time, my breath, my graze, my tears 
What I wanted is just love but I don't know what I received
And 
You don't know but my tears fall
I don't know but you kept the light in me ...