u dont know the real me

ha i know u ur fine ur always smiling
do u know me tho?
can u tell my smile is fake
did u know when i said i was fine it was a lie
did u know i havent left my house in months
did u
cause i might look happy outside but on the inside im dying
but ig if u knew me then u would have already knew that right?
if u know me then u knew that i want to die
u know me so u know that i attempted
u know me so u know that i fake being happy
u dont know me u know the version of me that i created for social interactions
i dont even know me but i know me more than u
dont say u know me u dont