Why?

I am losing myself

But what about those losing others 

Is it not worse than me

My parents give me everything they can

Food, Home, Room, Money and on and on

It makes me feel like a self-entitled ungrateful brat

I do not need to take roller coaster rides

One, I am afraid

Second, I am constantly on one always 

My mood skyrockets and plummets 

I am not going through a lot 

I just make it seem so 

Because when I compare my situation to others

Such an attention-seeking person I see in the mirror

I already have it way better

So just why can't I be and stay happy then?