Dear me and everyone else

Dear me and everyone else
So many times that people told me “your nothing"
“You're worthless”
Even I thought it was true
Never questioned their thoughts.
Dear me and everyone else
Though you might not think of what you have done
I do, I think about it every day
I think it every night just before I fall asleep.
Dear me and everyone else
I thought of all of you as my dears
I expected so much, hoped for so much
In the end, it was all just a dream.
Dear me and everyone else
I drank the poison for you
But no one drinked it for me
What's the point in doing it, if I have one at the end.
Dear me and everyone else
I hate myself because of what everyone has done
And what I had done.
Dear me and everyone else
I hope to change
I hope you do too
I know that I could only wish,
Wish for you to change.
Dear me and everyone else
Don’t worry I'll try to learn and love myself
But don’t talk and bite your tongue later
Cause you’ve asked for it.
Dear me and everyone else
I'm sorry I was so sensitive
It's just that one has given me love
Maybe that's why I get too attached
I'll try and never fight back.