That girl

Anouk

We all know that girl, the quiet one, the one who doesn’t talk that much. She only talks when spoken to and when she speaks it’ll be only a few words. “She’s the weird kid” as it louds around the classmates and teachers and nobody knows why. Little do they know what’s going in her head. Even she doesn’t quite understand it, it’s always so loud in there.

She has this empty feeling, when she wakes up or get out of bed, its only because she “needs” to. She would rather sleep all day because when you sleep it’s like an temporary death, peaceful, no worries and no one telling you what to do.

But then you wake up, getting ready for the torture. Waiting for the day to end, you don’t want to die but you don’t want to keep living like this.

Even though she wants to get better and get rid of that feeling, she got used to it. It gives her comfort, it feels wrong but like home.

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  • Author: Anouk (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 8th, 2023 04:12
  • Comment from author about the poem: It's my first poem but i write in class about things i've been through. i've had a rough time back then but i hope that no one relates to this
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 18
  • Users favorite of this poem: L. B. Mek, Jan_Yin, Abby1234
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  • 2781

    The first part had me drifting into a delightful story of ultimate success.
    Early bloomers fade, others get better with age.
    I remember wanting to sleep my younger self away. It took me years but I eventually woke up.

    • Anouk

      i'm glad you like it and i'm sorry you had to go throuh that, no one deserves that.

      • 2781

        Nothing's lost. To learn in life we must make our own mistakes and believe me I have, and still do make plenty. All our experiences, good and bad, mold us. Trick is knowing who to trust.
        I am confident you will do well.

      • L. B. Mek

        forgive my ramble below
        that line, felt like it was imbued
        with a deep wrongness
        and I just wanted to say something
        or anything, to alert you
        as that line
        felt like an odourless smoke
        poisoning your poetic ink..
        forgive my overzealous n foolish nature
        try to imagine I meant well
        thanks for choosing to share
        for choosing to fight
        and become a light..
        ('she got used to it.'
        this is very wrong, do not trust
        such mirage solutions, dear poet
        humanity's, greatest curse
        is our adaptability
        even kidnap victim's
        can be made to feel
        like it's their fault, like
        this nightmare
        is where they belong;
        this is wrong
        this is our coping methodology
        when our capacity to reason
        logically
        is overwhelmed, beyond
        what we think, we can deal with
        so we cocoon ourselves
        within lies, just trying to survive..
        You, dear poet
        DESERVE
        all the better, you can dream
        in-to existence
        never, give up on yourself
        even if you think the entire world
        has forsaken you
        dig deep, within
        find that strength, that spark
        gifting you a smile, free of charge
        hold on to it, build on it
        and fight! fight for everything
        you can force this fuck'd up world
        to give you, as your just rewards
        for surviving, for believing
        in yourself)
        stay strong!

      • B.E.Poet

        Nice poem, i went through this for a couple of years until i decided to go into homeschooling. But thanks for showing the reality.

      • Jan_Yin

        that girl is me haha. I hope you don't mind but can I write a poem that has your words as the beginning but then I add mine kind of like a fusioned poem?.the title would be that girl is me .

        • Anouk

          Yeah, no problem. I’d love to your your version of it.



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