Unfeeling

I feel empty.
Unfeeling
All I can do is reminisce on all things I was sad about
Nothings going on in this insignificant life of mine
I need to feel.
I don't care what it is
Happy, sad, angry,
I just want to feel something.
Something that should make me angry happens
And I just feel nothing
Neutral.
I want to cry, but not because I'm sad
but because I'm lost
I want to cry, for it might mean I feel something
Life is an endless loop
Feeling to unfeeling
Day to tomorrow
Day to night
I need something exiting
or sad.
I want to feel.
No laugh is long lasting
No laugh is meaningful
No cry is forever, no cry means anything.
I need to cry
I'm lost in a forest of unfeeling