Melancholia

It's been a long time coming

Felt it impending nearer & nearer

The pulled it has on me

Bringing me further & further  down 

Been here before, yet, something is different

A grasp that's very strong & Tighter hold on me than before

Don't know if I can take control

And come out of it like other points 

Just want to be left alone

Let me do me

I see the stares

I hear all the whispers

Deeper & deeper I fall

Not wanting to get back up, yeah I do

Having not a care in the world these days

Lost in my own creation

Let me do me

I'm not ill - treating anyone

Dark & lonely 

Gone