Before I'm Gone

Before I’m gone tell them that I’ve lost myself
Tell them that I was kind.
Tell them that I was a caring and loving person.

Before 2018, the year that changed my life. 
Tell them that I was a girl who liked pink.
A girl who liked to play with dolls.

Tell them that now,I am a girl who likes the color black.
Tell them now I am a girl who likes basketball.
Tell them that now I am a girl who hates her body and the color pink.

Tell them that now I am a girl who l am a girl who is sad. 
A girl who seeks motherly love.
From someone who is not even on earth.

Tell them that, that day changed my life forever. 
Tell them that I am not the same girl who got in that car on October 25, 2018.