Perplexity of this moment

I'm filled with perplexity

Deep neck in tragedy

Of my inner mind

and my conscience

The truth I so believed

I stood for

is now seemingly blurry

I'm totally puzzled

By this irony

What I believed

What I set my mind to

Is now somewhat unsure

to me

What 

Why

So many questions

and seemingly unanswered to me

 I've learned from life

to move with time

But this challenging turn of events

has totally awestruck me

Has it ever happened to you

Or is it just me

Who is drowning

effortlessly

In this tragedy