Who am I?

My heart sings in colors
I do not understand.
Trembling in twilight,
Smiling through sage.
The vices that hold me
Are held in my own hands;
The chains jangle and twirl
With my dance through time.

Who Am I?
Who Am I? Who R U?
Rue, Our Life?
Laugh.
Laugh: 2 Laugh & Laugh.
Laugh, @ Life.
Wife, Of Mine, Entwined With Wife Of Yours.
Courses Of Consequential Realties.
Coffees Mix With Teas Perfectly: Shadowy.
Flee, Quickly...Who Am I?

Could I tell you who I am?
Rather, could you tell me?
My shadow will not give you the truth
I refuse to speak the things I am not fond of
Oh, this would be much simpler if you told me yourself
My colors are yours
And should you hate them
I will change as a chameleon does in fear of death
And please, please, and please you.
Right, who am I?
Silly stupid thing, I am damned
Just look in the reflection
And there I am