Anger vs. Emotion

It's easier to be angry than it is to be sad, and as you get older it becomes harder to realize there's a difference. Pain is insanely hard to heal. It is a long and painful process. It makes you feel as though you're weak and vulnerable and completely out of control. It can feel like you're literally dieing inside; and anger? Anger feels as though you can punch a few things, scream and shout and it will just all fade away. It feels more controllable. Like somehow your powerful and strong. No one wants to feel weak, vulnerable and as though they have no control over themselves or their actions and feelings and life. But unless you're strong enough to know that sadness and vulnerability is in fact control then you'll never heal. You'll never grow to be strong and powerful and have control over all other aspects of healing. You will remain stuck. Remain an angry butter soul instead of blossoming into the most beautiful version of yourself possible.