Broken

Broken isn’t just what I am

Broken is what you made me

Sat up late nights feeling like rapunzel hopin u would come save me

Save me from the anxiety and panic attacks

Save me from the voices in my head saying u never loved me

Hoping and praying it was a lie

So I texted

I called

I prayed

Knowin I would get a response

But all I got was pure nothingness

Staring into the abyss

Blaming myself for something I didn’t know I did

Carving ur name into my wrist

While it’s permanently implemented in my mind

Why?

Why I wonder

Why wasn’t I good enough?

Why didn’t you love me?

Why wasn’t I perfect?

Broken isn’t just what I am

Broken is what you made me